OCD

Hittin' and clawing with a panic attack
Hanging on the ledge of manic, slipping fast
Weapons of thought repeat to me
Ripping my emotions with OCD
I am not going to die, I am going to defy
All of the thoughts inside my head

Obsessive compulsive disorder
Frantically racing not to cross the border
I'm in the ring, knocked down on the floor,
Begged this referee to end this hour of horror
Get up, you will not die, you will defy
I will win back my mind

Anafranil and Prozac were offered to me
But Christians say they'll save you for eternity
There's bugs in my head, cause me to repeat
I wish someone could re-program me.
I am not going to die, I am going to defy
All of the thoughts inside my head

—JC

 
 

From Lori Riddle-Walker Web site
Copyright 2005